Sunrises and Sunsets

  Fun fact about me: I want to experience every single thing that this world has available to me. All of it. Preferably at once. I don't want to miss a single thing. I want to see all the places. I want to meet all the people. I want the morning breakfast and the late night Denny's and dancing in the rain and couch snuggles with a movie and spontaneous trips and surprise parties. All of it.  I'm also a very socially awkward, neurodivergent female. That's the first time that I have typed that descriptor about myself. But it is true. Social situations are painfully hard, especially the first time. I open mouth and insert foot more than I can count in a hundred years. I am weird. My passions (autocorrect fixed that to fashions the first time - also accurate) are deep and long and rarely anything anyone else would care to hear about. I have practiced being normal for a very long time now. I mimic actions, I copy phrases. I survived. This difference of mine (because now we a...

This is the link to the Book of Job that we are using in our study at my church. Below you will see the post that I made on my homesteading page regarding our unique church and what we are currently studying there. I attend a unique church. We are more of a Bible study than a traditional church. We start each Sunday morning with coffee and maybe a dessert and fellowship. We have a small song service with traditional hymns followed by communion. Then we study and discuss whatever book we are currently reading. Right now we are reading Job. We vote on our selection and I think we all thought Job would be a little less annoying than it is. His friends are trying to find fault when God has clearly stated that he is without reproach. Anyway, it has led to good discussion and all of us have benefited from it but we are almost through and reading to move on. I'll share our next book when we get it started. I love that we get a copy of that book alone and the format contains wide margins ...

 Good Sunday afternoon! I thought I would take a few minutes to share what I’ve been up to here at home. For 20 years, everything I did was at home and that will always be where I feel the most comfortable, productive and capable. I just get the occasional weekend now to tackle the bigger projects and I try to make the most of that time. My Bible study group is reading through Proverbs together and last week we discussed Proverbs 6:8-11 which discusses working hard when able and preparing for the unknown future. I hate the unknown future so I really like to prepare. Yesterday I canned beans. Today I made bread dough and a pumpkin pie. I thought I took pictures of the beans but it appears I didn’t. So use your imagination and I’ll try to do better next time. I canned 8 pints of plain black beans. We like these for tacos and they make a nice bean salad. I also made 7 pints of “red beans and rice beans”. Just red beans canned with Cajun seasoning and Polish sausage. I’m still working ...

 I'm currently listening to a book titled Isola , written by Allegra Goodman. I found it on a list of "best books" somewhere and requested it through the library's Libby app. When it came to be my turn, I almost didn't accept it.  I am rarely in the same mood to read as I am when I order books. Sometimes a book will look interesting and then sit on my shelf for years. Years. It's not my fault that the Carie that orders books is not the same Carie when it comes time to read the books. I digress. Anyway, I decided to give it a chance. The last 2 books I've started I've discarded before the first hour (audio) or few chapters (physical) were finished. I have 3 unfinished books just sitting on my kindle because I don't love them. It's a very first world problem. So is my rambling. I started the book. By 30 minutes in, I was entranced. The narrator speaks in an accent, I'm guessing French because the book begins in 1500's France. I'm not ...

 I am a teacher.  I suppose I always have been.  Teaching is not the same profession as it has been historically. I've only been a professional teacher for three years and so many things have changed even in that short period of time.  I should be accustomed to change, as there have been so many in the last five years.....A change in my mindset.....a change in my wishes for my children and my future. My circumstances changed as did my name, address, phone number and vocation.   Once upon a time I had created a fictional story. One that I felt was palatable to the world and that portrayed me in the way I wished to be portrayed. I was a stay-at-home mom. I was actively raising my children, homeschooling, homesteading. Things are not always as they seem. When the underneath parts were no longer sustainable, I was forced to change. I'm still a mom, but now I am a single working mom. I "homestead" as much as I am able and I am always learning new things but the ...

 I'm watching Jurassic Park right now. You might think that's an odd choice. A lot of people do. I'm a 46 year old female.....I should be watching dramatic movies or RomCom or straight up romances....right?  Well, we will get into why those things will almost never be choices of mine later. I love dinosaur movies and alien movies. Especially alien movies where we kick alien butt. I also like natural disaster movies. This is my movie collection. I round it out with Smokey and the Bandit, Dirty Dancing and both versions of Footloose. Usually when I sit down to watch Jurassic Park I plan for it to be a whole day deal and I start early. There are 6 movies now and that takes a while. Usually a whole day of knitting is planned and I snuggle in and go. I don't need to pay attention because I can quote all but the newest movie and I'm getting close with that one. So many people think it's strange that I have this obsession with these movies and watch them over and over ...